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Every blog i start with apologizing about my procrastination. damn, it's never going to leave me. even if i try harder. my friends say i am lazy to do the small stuffs. Getting a printout of a mail, cleaning the chips cover, going to my friends room, getting sign for the work already done years before etc always are hard for me to complete. when i think about it, its damn true. i find it hard to post a blog which i have already written. as the days passes by, and come across the same blog that i have written earlier. i find it BULLSHIT. the things i wrote with amusement and anxiety are worn out to craps that my brain build up while writing the blog. i never post it. i delete it. i hope i post this one without giving a chance to rethinking about whether to post it or not. i always wonder how i get so many views. i even checked with my brother about the same. he said it's because of Ur peculiar style of writing. Now that's again a bullshit. he is family. even if i draw l...

No street lights in NH roads....

Its been like a year or so I actually felt like writing on blog. I don't know what made me write it today but i definitely know why i didn't do it earlier these days. I think i am starting to learn what life really is.I know that some of you might be a bit confused about what i am actually talking about , but i am damn sure that many of you might have gone through the same. 18 years of my life seems to be so easy and trouble free, which i thought was tough in those days. I got whatever i needed, school was the easiest part of the most of the trouble that i have ever got into, and family, the place where i always shout at'. After completing my 12th i had no idea things would be different and hard. When i look at my brother, i always think that life has been so easy for him from the beginning and so would be mine. He has got what ever he wanted, a great college, no burden to the family about his college fee, and what ever i look at was perfect with him. i never knew about...

Hi everyone, a very well happy new year wishes to all of you.I know its been late, but i have a reason to cover it up.I am having my model exams in my school and i just got a lil busy with it. My new year started with a very dramatic beginning. We used to go to club every new year night and we have people from my fathers company, and there will be few programmes conducted by their children of different ages, which sometimes are so hilarious. But every time i alone used to accompany my father and i end up getting bore for more than 3hrs. So this time i told my father before hand that i wouldn't go with him. And i started fighting with my father so that i can sit at home and get bored. To my surprise that night my brother and my mother started getting ready to go to the club, I suddenly jumped up from my bed and got dressed very quickly that i didn't wanted to sit home alone. With lots and lots of regret i got into the car, thinking how bored i would get. But later i cheered my...

hi everyone, another much awaited Christmas has come . Christmas is always about joy, love,   fun, family, drink or what ever that comes to your mind .  Christmas bring people closer. It brings Jesus closer. Together it bring happiness closer.  Every Christmas we all will have a story to write about. Every year it is different. Every year it is sweeter . At the end of the year , we will be having a story to share with. And here is mine  Every Christmas,  I find something different in someone who i care or supposed to love.  And like always this year too I found something different in someone i care about. I mean it was a huge difference that i could ever find in that person. Actually he is a kind of person who don't talks too much or smile too much, but yester day when i saw him, he was completely different . I saw him smile ma ny times and also even talking. In some way it appeared bit strange to me but i was so happy for him. I...

We have a combined class for maths, which means half of the bio students and half of the commerce student will seated in the bio group class studying math and the remaining will be seated in the commerce class where they will be learning computer. This means we get a chance  to mingle with few of our old classmates. I am seating in the front row and next to me is a boy who happens to be one of my friend, behind my seat is a girl who happens to have my same name and is one of my good friend. Altogether it means that maths class is pretty funny.Although me and my friend share this same name, we got lots of things in common as well as different. For example, she got a childish voice and i have got a bold voice.And this is one of the many things my friends are joking about. So one day in maths class,we where asked to study for math test, and as usual before the every test she put, we starts to beg her to postponed it.A few times she have postponed the test and over many no. of time ...

For a last couple of months  i have been thinking about what i want to write.When i think of writing about the movie, the next thought would be to write about my traveling and the following thought would be to about to write about the people i meet and last but not the least i would end up in not to write until i got something to write about. As the months passed by i recognized that, that day would never come.So i planned to write about something, may be out of order to write what ever pops in my head. In my school i had been assigned to work on a speech, its just a class assessment.The day my teacher told me about this crap, i had been worrying over this again and again.But a few days earlier i recalled that i used to be good at it and my teachers used to appreciate me.And now when i heard about the same speech thing from my new teacher of english, i had this strange feeling that whether i could handle such pressure.The last thing i thought about this was that, how could time ...

From the day we are born in our mothers womb, our parents starts to buildup expectations on us.It doesn't end, it grows bigger and bigger as we grow up.The day we join a school or an institution teachers starts to develop expectations.The day we see our grandparents, they expect something from us. When we join  a company or an office, our seniors starts to expect things.When we build a family of our own, our kids and spouse starts to develop expectations. Aren't these expectations bit overwhelming.Yes of course it is, otherwise the world wouldn't have witnessed so many suicidal attempts.Is suicide a solution for everything.don't think so.Suicides attempts are for cowards, for those who are not ready to face challenges in their life.Suicide is not an answer for the ultimate.When ever you feel depressed about money, future, family or relationship, just think about those who are suffering in their dreadful life, yet striving to come forward in life. Aren'...

I came to know about this disease only after seeing a regional movie like 5 or 10yrs before. After that movie was released, Alzheimer's disease  became a huge talk in the town. When some forget to get something or if we don't answer any question in the class, they straight away ask whether you have Alzheimer to forget things so fast.It was all just a "word" for us back then. Keen on knowing what Alzheimer is, made me difficult to say what it really is. Knowing that currently there  is no cure for it,  has worsen my fright. Alzheimer's was first named as 'disease of forgetfulness'  as simple. The seriousness of the case is even more worsen than death. Living your life without even knowing who you are, although your entire family is standing in front of you    you don't recognize a single member in them, you starts forgetting how to communicate, you need someones help to do your daily routine.It is hard  to imagine living such a life, then how co...